on the horns of a dilemma
woke up with a headache like my head against a board
twice as cloudy as i'd been the night before
and i went in seeking clarity
feeling quite low this morning. seems odd to speak of manic defenses in someone as much in love with lying down as i am; nevertheless.
the dilemma is this: if i stay in the moment, i don't suffer; suffering comes from leaning forward, or back. but without looking forward or back (without suffering?), how do i change? how do i grow?
posted by pq @ 9:06 AM
1 Comments:
i'd say you *are* suffering, insofar as you're not perfectly content with your current situation. you can drown out the discontent with tivo and intarwub, but picking a place you'd rather be and pointing your feet in that direction is the way toward real contentment. imho. ymmv. etc.
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